A Letter To My Nieces

You all wrote different things to me but the thread that tied all your messages together was what seemed to be a genuine care for me. I was really touched.

I’ll tell you some positive things that have happened in my life in the past month. Firstly and most rewarding I have re-realized just how wonderful life is, what a gift we have been given to just have the chance to consciously and physically exist. I’ve also realized that one of my big responsibilities in life is not just to enjoy it for myself but to also be aware of the impact that my actions, my communication, my ability to listen to and to care for others can be as rewarding as anything else to both me and them. 

I hopefully will never take friendship or love for granted ever again.

My prime goal is survival, not just staying alive but survival with a good quality of life (for a long time to come). I’ve got too many wondrous things I still need to do and experience to throw in the towel just yet.

I am focusing on the positive aspects of this new reality. I won’t go into it here but there are huge amounts of research being done in regard to cancer and it’s control and potential eradication. That is where my attention and efforts are focused. I feel like I’ve done a “kindergarten” level course in bio-chemistry in the past 2 weeks and I’m confident that my diet and some of the therapies that I am already doing will help slow it down considerably.

So to answer “How am I doing?” “What am I thinking?” etc.

I am feeling very positive insofar as I have my attention on the goal of survival. I’m not thinking a lot about a negative outcome. I “visited” that a couple of times for very brief moments and decided emphatically that it wasn’t a good place to go to. There are so many things that I can do to bring a positive outcome and I’m never bored with searching or lacking in inquisitiveness. 

There is so much to learn. Even the preparation of simple healthy whole foods . This in itself has now become quite a science for me. I’ve got daily quotas for all my macros – protein, fat and carbs and record everything that I put in my mouth. This gets broken down in the app. I test my blood glucose and ketones daily and also have a target to meet so my body is running on ketones as a fuel as opposed to glucose. Cancer thrives on glucose/sugar but cannot use ketones as a fuel. Then there is walking, hyperbaric oxygen, study, good sleep, keeping stress as low as possible, mainstream as well as “alternative” integrative doctors, new therapies that I am now exploring. There are also many tests that have now been proven to throw a greater light on exactly what is happening with the cancer cells in your body. I’m even receiving Pranic Healing which has the purpose of healing my aura and unblocking my chakras, don’t laugh I think it’s helping.

Today I visited a hyperbaric oxygen therapy place where I’m more than likely going to have daily 90 minute sessions of oxygen therapy at “ 2 atmospheres “, this can shrink tumours significantly. This treatment goes for 60 days. Lots of research has been done and I’ve listened to hours of lectures. After this I visited an integrative doctor named Dr Peter Eng who can help me strengthen my cells to slow the cancer down (there’s a hell of a lot more to it than that, it’s the dumbed down version) and to also minimise the need for such aggressive “mainstream care” lowering the doses of radiation and chemo that are needed to get it under control. Sometimes I think I’m more terrified of the “cure” than I am of the disease. His methods are all based on scientific studies and have created positive results for many people.

I’m not pretending that the road ahead won’t be an arduous and expensive journey in both time and resources but when you find yourself in this situation you tend to prioritise life a bit differently. 

I hope this answers all your questions and I want you all to know that I really did appreciate what you all wrote to me and to know that you care so much.