To Discover The Meaning Of Being Born As A Human Being
I have had a lifelong purpose to “Discover the meaning of being born as a human being”.
A sliding door moment happened when I was 10 years old that inspired me to start asking questions that have profoundly influenced me for the past 6 decades. Today, May 22, celebrates my mother’s birthday, she passed almost 7 years ago, I will never stop being grateful to her and my father for giving me the gift of experiencing this amazing experience of assuming the identity and consciousness of the ‘human being” that they named Gary Collier and then nurturing me through the first couple of decades of this life I am now living.
I often wonder what became of them. Whether they continued their journey or not. The same goes for my son Paul who passed 12 years ago. I am open to signs but to be honest, apart from a few gut feelings I have no idea what became of the life energy that animated them. There were times during this life when I thought that I recalled moments in some deep past where my mother’s “life” and my own crossed paths but to be frank, I lack certainty. To be honest for me it is what I would call a belief as opposed to something that I know with 100% certainty.
I am certain of one thing, my body and the bodies of the ones I love are subject to the laws of the physical universe and once they are no longer functional as vehicles for whatever it is that animates them they are transformed to some other form of energy that is part of this physical universe that we occupy. They serve their purpose and then are transformed.
The big fear that we all seem to have is the anticipated loss. The loss of our own consciousness, our memories, our ability to create some sort of effect on those around us, the chance that even if we are reincarnated that we will not remember and even if we do run into a “being” from an earlier life the chances of both of us recognising this are minimal. Imagine running into your “mum” who is now in a 7 year old body and trying to convince the child that they were once your mother. It just doesn’t work.
My conclusion is that if reincarnation is a thing you are on your own when the new cycle is initiated, it is a new beginning in which you have the potential to maybe learn some more lessons, to gain some more certainty.
Then there is the question of the increase in population. Based on actual current statistics there are always going to be more people being born than those dying. Who knows, maybe there are countless billions of disembodied “spirits”, for want of a better word, just biting at the bit for their turn to experience life in a body, to create memories, experience consciousness, to nurture and use the ability to create some sort of effect on others and their surroundings.
To experience their time to be born as a human being.
